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Post by --- Robbie Alix McGuire on May 27, 2009 23:32:26 GMT -5
Robbie had been doing all he could to stay away from his girlfriend. Doing everything he could not to talk to her, see her or hear her. He'd gone to work, came home and then gone straight back out, not taking his cell phone with him. He'd been out to clubs every night with anyone that would go with him and he'd been doing all he could to just not think about the information he had stumbled on the last time he saw Ivy. But no matter how many beers he drank, it just wouldn't shift.
He had just got back from working a shift at his friends dads garage and was just getting ready to go out with Keath and Ryan, just out of the shower and walking around in just a pair of baggy jeans. He hadn't turned his phone on for the past 4 days so had no idea who had called him and how many times and he didn't want to look, to listen to his voice mail or check his texts. He had a feeling he might have some from the girlfriend he was avoiding.
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Post by IVORYmercedesSMITHSONIAN on May 28, 2009 14:54:35 GMT -5
Ivy was going crazy. Robbie wouldn't talk to her, wouldn't call her, his phone was never on. People kept saying they saw him out, and she would look for him. Sometimes seeing him, always in a group of his friends and pretty girls. Maybe Izzy was right, he was cheating on her. It was all that made sense really. What could she have possibly done though? Things had been going so well until that day he came home mad.
And now she was pissed.
Ivy took a cab to his apartment, not giving herself time to rethink. She of course had a key so getting in was a snap. Robbie was standing there in his baggy jeans looking like he didn't have a care in the world. She shut the door just loudly enough and walked into his apartment, not saying anything for a moment. Her eyes just hard and latched on him. Ivy couldn't admit how hurt she was, how broken her heart was and how bad she loved him.
"Robbie, what the fuck is going on?" She asked, her voice low, cold, hiding the tears behind it. She could cry later.
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Post by --- Robbie Alix McGuire on May 30, 2009 16:44:50 GMT -5
AS he often did after being aywhere neer kyle, Robbie was a little high, it was the tradition, to smoke a joint after work with Kyle. Probably not a good combonation with an angery, upset girlfriend. He looked up hearing the door and stopped scrubbing his hair to look at her. "Ivy..." he grunted.
Her tone, like he was the one that was in the wrong here, got him pissed off, it didn't take a lot after a joint, he was a lot more irratable, oddly. "Maybe you could tell me? You know, I figured you might just mention something important like, I dunno, a fucking kid, but apparently I had it all wrong." he snapped at her. He needed a smoke but he'd ran out and he was going crazy without his nicotine fix, even the pot hadn't done the job. Not with her there, now.
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Post by IVORYmercedesSMITHSONIAN on May 30, 2009 16:53:31 GMT -5
Shit.
Well, at least she knew what this was all about.
"Fuck, this is about my kid? And here I was thinking you were cheating on me and this was your way of telling me." Ivy said loudly. She'd seen him out and about, and from here she could smell the weed on him, she could tell something was off and for some reason that made her madder.
"The stupid parents called me to tell me my daughter's first word was ivy. Dammed ironic isn't it? And only hours after that kids fucking father called me up. Damn him." Ivy was barely talking to Robbie anymore. She was just upset and lost. She missed her child, she didn't want to reconnect with the father but she ran into him here. Seeing him for the first time in two years. Izzy saying how Rob was a cheater....
"God Robbie," She said shaking her head. "It isn't your kid. Is that why you're so worked up? You would ahve known if it was yours." She'd told Christian it was his. Of course she'd be too afraid to lose Robbie but he'd have to know. "Besides, how do I know you don't have kids floating around?" It wasn't like he was careful about it.
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Post by --- Robbie Alix McGuire on May 31, 2009 19:21:33 GMT -5
It pissed Robbie off to no end that she was trying to twist this like it was his fault. He was mad and he felt like he had every right in hell to be mad at her. She'd been lying to him. Or hiding it, how ever you want to see it. He'd told her about his past and he felt that it would have been right if she had told him about hers too. "That was part of it, I couldn't, and still can't, see any other reason you wouldn't tell me about it" he snapped at her.
He was made a little more mad again when she brought up the possibility of him having kids. "You knew who I was before you started dating me, and, as far as I know, I don't have any, if I knew, I would have told you! Thats the point of this" he snapped. He wouldn't have even batted an eyelid if she had just told him. Maybe he would have been scared off if she hadn't given the kid up, kids would have been a little too much for him to handle, but the kid wasn't around so what difference could it have made to him?
He stopped and then it caught up with him that she had mentioned cheating. That sent his anger bubbling to an all time high. "Cheating?!?!" he snapped, it was late but he hand been too wraped up in everything else she had been saying. "Your the one thats been lying and you honestly have the fucking cheek to accuse me of cheating!" he growled. His hands started shaking in sheer rage.
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Post by IVORYmercedesSMITHSONIAN on May 31, 2009 19:39:36 GMT -5
Ivy didn't know what to say. "I thought you'd leave if I told you." She said quietly, but not a passive quietly, it was just as passionate as before. "And I may seem strong about this Robbie, and I may seem like I could take it but..." She bit her lip, trying to keep herself from crying. She'd never let him see her cry.
"Do you know how many people spread rumors about you?" She said back at him. "Yes I knew what kind of person you were when I started dating you, and that's why I doubt. If you heard a bunch of guys talking about me with other guys wouldn't you be susipcious?"
Ivy looked away, running her fingers through her hair. She only lied about a baby that wasn't part of her life anymore.
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Post by --- Robbie Alix McGuire on May 31, 2009 19:55:54 GMT -5
She thought he'd leave? That was a little insulting. What did she think he was? He wasn't that much of jerk, he had his moments but didn't she trust him enough to stick around through that? He knew she didn't have the cleanest past and some flaws and issues were just what he was expecting. Hell, he had plenty of his own.
Robbie let out a stiff, harsh laugh "You are fucking shitting me right? Last night it was some french rich guy on his yach, the two nights before it was my worst enemy, before that it was your ex. People say shit, I just shrug it off because I have a little trust." he said in bitter sarcasm. Obviously people were going to assumed that they were both cheating on each other, they were Robbie and Ivy, they didn't do commitment and everyone was just so sure that they couldn't stick to one person and everyone knows how much people like to start shit for no reason.
He didn't even feel bad that she looked like she was about to burst a leak from her already watery eyes. He was that annoyed. "It's such a fucking sob story Ivy. This, right here, He paused to grab a shirt from the chair next to him and pulled it over his head "It's why relationships are such bull shit." he growled before walking past her and out of the door, slamming it behind him.
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Post by IVORYmercedesSMITHSONIAN on May 31, 2009 20:01:47 GMT -5
Ivy ran out after him into the hall. "You're a bastard!" She yelled after him. She was crying now, but he wouldn't see. She loved him. She loved him. And she only wanted it to be real, but she didn't think love would ever tie him to her in any way. She was insecure, modeling had done that to her, she had always been sure before. Ivy hadn't been cheating, and neither had he. It was this baby thing that had him so screwed up.
Ivy tore down the stairs behind him until she caught up. "I can't believe I fucking loved you. I set myself up for this." And with that, she passed him, going out the doors before she could realize what she'd just told him.
She should have known.
ooc- the girl who was the ex hasnt been on, so if we still wanna say ivy cheated, lets makle it someone random and imaginary.
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Post by --- Robbie Alix McGuire on May 31, 2009 20:09:17 GMT -5
Her fist comment didn't phase him even a little. He'd expected something like it and just carried on down the stairs. The next thing that slpped from her mouth though, that stopped him dead in his tracks. That one word, that stupid L word had him frozen for so many reasons, shock, fear, confusion, uncertainty being just some of them. He replayed her voice in his head again a few times, making sure he hadn't just heard something different.
This really had been a fucked up day and when he had had a moment to overcome what she said, he walked out, turned the opposire way to her and headed straight for the closest bar. A bad day like that needed booze, lots of it and as quickly as possible.
---- Alright, random it is. Wanna start a new thread, like a day late where he comes to find her to appologise?
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